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When Father Joe Pereira
hears about the flap the western media made of the new book Come Be My
Light, chronicling the private letters and thoughts of Mother Teresa, he
simply shakes his head. Newspaper pundits made front-page news out of
the revelations that the beloved nun of Calcutta experienced deep
moments of doubt about her faith during her long life of selfless
service to the world's poor.
"Faith has always been a
gift from God," says the Indian Roman Catholic priest and senior yoga
practitioner during a recent visit to Calgary. "People get pure faith
mixed up with the rituals of the church. Faith is a lifelong journey and
it's perfectly normal to go through moments of personal darkness. Anyone
who says they have never questioned their faith . . . well, I have some
serious doubts about that," says Pereira.
A longtime associate and
friend of Mother Teresa, whom he simply, reverently calls "Mother,"
Pereira conducted yoga sessions during retreats held for her
Missionaries of Charity sisters. Pereira says he, too, experienced his
own "dark night of the soul," when he seriously questioned whether he
should remain a Catholic priest.
"But Mother had this unique
energy which wiped out your doubt and negativity," Pereira recalled.
"She sat and prayed with me when I was in this turmoil and said to me,
'Don't quit. Jesus needs you. It may take some time to determine what
you are called to do . . . but don't quit.' "
Since then, Pereira has
become the managing trustee of the Kripa Foundation, where those with
alcohol and chemical addictions and HIV/AIDS are being treated with a
combination of techniques, including yoga, at more than 30 centers in 11
Indian cities. While such a calling, like that of Mother Teresa, would
seem to drain the batteries of caregivers' souls, Pereira says just the
opposite plays out in daily life.
"The joy and the healing
that one sees coming around helps to energize both the receiver and the
giver," he notes. Pereira says the western world and its collective
Christian church needs to once again acknowledge that the physical human
body is "a channel of grace and a pathway to our wholeness and holiness.
"We have an infinite
potential to love our bodies back to health and life," he adds. As
someone who comfortably bridges the western and eastern worlds, Pereira
believes spiritual life in the prosperous West is in dire need of
revitalization.
"The Christian faith seems
perfectly at home in an Indian ethos," Pereira says. "There are so many
beautiful pathways to God. We need to keep looking at elements of faith
in other religions, not just blindly think that ours in the only path."
Pereira says the Christian church in the West made a serious blunder
when it pushed spiritual meditation and contemplation behind the walls
of monasteries and away from the easy reach of the common man.
"I think there was a
suspicion that experiential spirituality for the masses would be a
threat to church dogma and its inner structures," says Pereira. "But if
the church is to become relevant again to people, to avoid dying, there
is no hope until we revitalize the spirit of all religions."
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